It's BRITNEY!!!!!

I can't even express my true utter excitement that tonight on GLEE, Britney will be making an appearance. Life is good! You may be thinking, Glee?.....Britney? Yes ladies and gents I am in touch with my inner teenager tonight. Why not? Let's keep it interesting. That I can do. Wonder what other little quirky things I like? Well can't tell all my secrets or how dorkable I am. Stay tuned. ;)

A Concered Mother, Friend and My Cousin

Today I am thinking of my cousin, who is contemplating if her son might have Autism. The complex emotions that come with this revelation that, yes something might not be right with my child. The all to familiar feeling of panic and hopelessness. That your baby might have a different road ahead of him that you ever dreamed.

 
 

 The pain and fear of the uncertainty and unknown.  

But there is hope, and new dreams to be had. 

Sending my warmest love and prayers.

Oh my word!!! It 's me!!!!

This cracked me up, this is totally me. I edited it to fit my quirky self. Hey if you can't laugh at your self, it's going to be a long miserable life.

Apple Juice Mom!!!!!!

 Okay so as I am putting on my make up this morning this is what is being screamed from the kitchen. " Mommy ....Mommy apple juice .........Apple Juice PLEASE!!!!!!!" So because this is soooo urgent I come into the kitchen to find Hudson waiting for me.

Seriously Hudson, in the Fridge??!!! Sitting in the Fridge waiting for me to come. I don't think this is the best tactic.  Oh my Word!

A Full Weekend

Okay so here we are today on this beautiful fall Sunday afternoon.

The leaves are starting to change! Soo Pretty!

 Just sitting here trying to figure out this confusing new world of blogging. (I think it could be my new obsession) Josh moved our tv down stairs, this weekend. Ahhh change, do I like it. It is cozy but, it's different. Gasp!  I just don't understand where my children got their Autism. ;) wink,wink.  Speaking of Autism. Boys are having a rough day. So baths and relaxation for them today. Regulate for the week to come. Maybe they are having a hard time with the t.v. move too. Who knows?

So it already has been a day. Josh is not feeling well,boys are being moody. But Joshie let me sleep in this morning. Thanks Babe!! So Josh goes to the store to get some ginger ale, and he comes home and see Miss Roxie (that's our little Boston Terrier) taking herself for a walk. Little booger has escaped again. So I get in the van to go chasing after her. 30 mins later here I see her coming around a block corner carrying a Burger King bag. I guess she likes having it her way. 

Silly Miss Roxie

So Saturday, while Josh was working on moving the t.v. Hudson,Tay,and I went to the Farmers Market. And it was chilly. Too cold,we don't want winter yet. Please let us have some of our Fall. Just never know with this MT weather.  We had to bundle Hudson up!! And of course get something warm  to drink. Here he is in his wagon.

Hudson all bundled up. Brrrrr!!!!

Well you know I had to get my favorite at the market YES, McCormick's crepes. Yum mm!!!! The best!

 

Love the little crepe paddle, too cool! I had mine with Nutella & mixed berry syrup. Delicious!! Good stuff,gotta try it.

It was a good morning! Finished off the day seeing our friends Chad and Nicoles' new house in Laurel. Hayden was able to help on the house. He just loves Nicole. Oh 8wks till Clark baby is here. Yeah... can't wait to see what they are having. And 3 more wks for Dacia.(Josh's little sister) That baby is a surprise also. Oh the SUSPENSE!!!!  Really people, your killing me! :)

Great Grandma showing Hudson how to play miniature pool.

So since we were in Laurel we stopped in on Great Grandma. She was making her salsa. Can't wait to get my jar. And then Hudson and her played a little miniature pool. Was too cute watching the two of them. Love seeing my children with my grandmother. 

Oh the concentration!

And score!!! Fun times with G.G.

All in all a good , full weekend. Friends and Family and some Fall fun!

Okay,here we go.

Alright, well I have been inspired. By whom? A new woman in my life. Sounds so formal and a little creepy. Ick. Hee Hee Whatever. Anyway she has come into my life to help our family with our little man Hudson. She is a true blessing. We will call her Tay. :) She has picked up my spirits and made me start looking forward to what CAW, (that is Child Autism Waiver) has to offer. If anything after 3....yes 3 previous individuals she has eased my anxiety about someone coming into my home (my safe place) for some 20 hrs or so a week. I am excited about her teaching me and Hudson, our family teaching her more about Autism, and gaining a much needed friend. 

I am here now blogging because her. She has already given me so much!! It has been so refreshing to see someone who truly loves her husband with all her heart, and cares so much about her family and "fur-children". She wants to make a difference in this world. She wants to help others. And i know that she will. Because she already has. Me!!!!  

I have recently gone though so much loss and in turn learning,that I was feeling very overwhelmed with life. Trust me it happens allot. You'll see. But I think that with everything that I have gone through and the friendships that I have lost that it really is a new beginning. I hope to grow and heal and really make my life better in the end. I have and continue to learn from life and what comes and goes. I just hope that Tay will stick with us on a part of our journey. But for now, all I can say is 'Thank You'.

Much Love

Wynter

Ufta.... I have no idea what I am doing!

Eeeeks.