Monday....Monday...Can't Wait!

Looking Forward to Tonight

So I am looking forward to tonight! Trying to be productive this afternoon. HaHa , on that. So I can put the kiddos in bed and enjoy Super Monday TV.

First~ The Voice~

Okay a couple of things. Love it, and love the judges. Adam and Blake are cuties....and Cee-Loo cracks me up. Look and this pic from last night what the heck??

It reminds me of lil' me slash a.k.a. Dr. Evil from the hood. LOL!!!!  I can't get over this pic. To much. Hee hee ...white cat. Really?

And Then~SMASH~

Been looking forward to this premiere for a long time. Come on baby, Let's do this! It better be good. So we will see.

It is the little things right?  

Don't know when will get to blog here again soon. Josh's Mom and sister come in on Saturday and then on the 14th  our little man Hudson is going to have some surgery on his sinuses and he gets  ear tubes again. So life is crazy as usual. But it is ours.

Until next time.

It's gonna be a crazy one........

So Hudson I and have been up since 2 am. Tried at 1am, but he just wasn't having it. So we are fudged as much as we could. He has his 5th EEG today at 10am. And then a MRI tomorrow at 8am. Here is some pictures of Hudson over a year ago for his 24hr. EEG.He did so well, hopefully today won't be too rough. Fingers crossed.

We meet the new pediatric neurologist last week, hence all the appointments. I really liked him and he was very informative. He his pretty confident that Hudson is having seizures again. We are bummed, but glad that he is working with us and wants to get this figured out. I have a feeling we are going to be plum tuckered out this week. 

Especially after our crazy and wonderful weekend. 

 Our Family Night skit went great. Am trying to track some pictures down of everything. Hard to take pictures when up on stage. Will post some pictures of the other acts on a different post. We all had fun. I will try to post more on that later.

So am going to sign out to head off to my morning. We will keep you posted on what we find out. Is it bad when you want your child to have a seizure so they can see what we have seen? just going off  our stories. Any that is our story. Talk at ya later. Seems odd to hope for something like that. Just would like some hard evidence for them to figure things out, instead of nothing.

Extra....Extra..... read all about it . Hudson is Our Local Celebrity

 Surprize, Surprize!!!! 

Our Hudson is Famous!

So on Wednesday Surprise! Hudson was in the local paper . 

We did the interview and pictures last week, but we forgot to ask when it was going to be printed. So on Wednesday ......wallah there it is.  Mr. Hudson Hatzell 'Putting the Awesome in Autism'.  (Cheesy little saying I came up with awhile ago. lol)

Love the pictures of him and Paula.  Me however thank goodness it's blurred. Just remember the camera adds 20 pounds. Eeeeks. Wow! N-Eway the article turned out great! So excited for Easter Seals, and so happy to have known Paula as long as we have. She is truly a gem. Love her!

Notice Hudson's hand. Signing 'I love you'. Total mistake....but neat.

So take a look at the article. Turned out nice. Excited for the Open House,it will be cool to be there and see what Paula and everyone at Easter Seals has been working hard for. The more help, families can get the better. Feel so fortunate to be near a place that has been able to guide us through our ever going journey with our boys.


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Bleck!!!

So this little complicated , crazy,roller coaster that is my life.....bleck. Having a blah day. Last couple of days  with the boys have been  particularly difficult . Arrrggg!!! We do so well for so long and then, HEY road bump!!!!! Why? Who the heck knows.  

Hudson is still refusing to go poop in the toilet, he wet his pants twice yesterday.(which he doesn't do usually) I think in the last 5 days I have been bit 6 times. And the constant screaming and demands are about to drive me to my early grave. I hear him at night twisting and turning and grumbling so I know that he is not sleeping well .Again why? Today he cried and didn't want to go to school. Had to put him on the bus. He loves school and the bus. What gives?

Hayden on the other end of the spectrum has been a little booger also. Yesterday I took him to  pioneer park to see his friend Nicholas, that he has been bugging me to see sooo much lately, what does he do?  FREAKS on me at the park. Full fledged meltdown screaming flaying on the ground, crying like I am the worst mother in the world. Why? All for his current obsession for the little monopoly tickets at his favorite place-Mc Donalds. Good Sweet Lord!!!  What triggered this meltdown that lasted at least 30 mins in plan view in a public park. Nicholas had a Happy Meal from McD's. Oh holy Hannah the water gates were opened. Did he recover? Well as good as Hayden usually does. Whole night.....we were on edge!  Last meltdown of the day, he closed himself in the closet refusing to take his medicine. 20 mins of negotiations. Ufta! 

What bothers me the most. The unpredictability of what my day is going to contain. I'm I going to have to be in full fledge Mommy Combat today or are we going to functions fairly well? If I knew, then I could prepare my mind. The constant uncertainty from day to day or even hour to hour is exhausting.  

 But hey what are ya going to do? Bleck!!!! 

 P.S-  By the way I am just joking with the pics. ;) 

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Apple Juice Mom!!!!!!

 Okay so as I am putting on my make up this morning this is what is being screamed from the kitchen. " Mommy ....Mommy apple juice .........Apple Juice PLEASE!!!!!!!" So because this is soooo urgent I come into the kitchen to find Hudson waiting for me.

Seriously Hudson, in the Fridge??!!! Sitting in the Fridge waiting for me to come. I don't think this is the best tactic.  Oh my Word!

Okay,here we go.

Alright, well I have been inspired. By whom? A new woman in my life. Sounds so formal and a little creepy. Ick. Hee Hee Whatever. Anyway she has come into my life to help our family with our little man Hudson. She is a true blessing. We will call her Tay. :) She has picked up my spirits and made me start looking forward to what CAW, (that is Child Autism Waiver) has to offer. If anything after 3....yes 3 previous individuals she has eased my anxiety about someone coming into my home (my safe place) for some 20 hrs or so a week. I am excited about her teaching me and Hudson, our family teaching her more about Autism, and gaining a much needed friend. 

I am here now blogging because her. She has already given me so much!! It has been so refreshing to see someone who truly loves her husband with all her heart, and cares so much about her family and "fur-children". She wants to make a difference in this world. She wants to help others. And i know that she will. Because she already has. Me!!!!  

I have recently gone though so much loss and in turn learning,that I was feeling very overwhelmed with life. Trust me it happens allot. You'll see. But I think that with everything that I have gone through and the friendships that I have lost that it really is a new beginning. I hope to grow and heal and really make my life better in the end. I have and continue to learn from life and what comes and goes. I just hope that Tay will stick with us on a part of our journey. But for now, all I can say is 'Thank You'.

Much Love

Wynter