My Toothless Wonder!

Oh Mr. Hayden........my little toothless wonder. 

Getting so grown up. My sweet , sweet boy. Mommy has been a little emotional about you mister, mister this week. Watching him grow and thrive as well as he does is such a blessing! He is putting the Awesome in Autism.

So what has triggered all these mommy emotions?

1-No front teeth. Love it...so goofy and adorable. 

2- Watching him with his new cousin, Bailey.

3-Him getting his first grown up suit. He looked all spiffy and grown up. (will have to take pictures)

4-Last but not least, Hayden got 8 stitches last night in his little arm. (not the son I thought would be getting stitches first) ;)  

He was helping Daddy last night working on the house and his cut his arm on a new hammer. He was so brave and sweet. Big ole' teared filled eyes, holding in together more than I would have/did. He was a rockstar in the ER . Let the nurses and Dr. help fix his big owie. Didn't even cry after the first intital big moment at home. 

I remember not even being able to walk into a Dr.'s office without him freaking out, trying to climb the walls if it meant he could leave, total meltdown even if a nurse came close to him. Was insane.  And he was only an toddler. 

What a contrast. Handled himself so well. I would of never thought or imagined that we could of done this. Shows you to never become defeated! Life can and will beat you down ,but just keep plugging  away and you could just be surprised every now and then.  Who would of thought stitches could be sooo meaningful? Go figure.....like I say  ..... no really, it's complicated. ;)

Houston...... we could have a problem!

So here is  our cute little girl bunny, Amy. 

(Which Hayden named by the way, Amy is the girl hedgehog off of Sonic of course.)

So she is the second girl addition to our family other than our Miss Foxy Roxie. Because we all know that I would probably have a whole football team  of Autistic Boys before Josh and I would get a baby girl. So I just now buy furry little critter girls for my emotional , maternal , neurotic needs. That is totally another blog.

N-Eway getting sidetracked .......Isn't she sweet?!

Hayden just loves his bunnies.

Here is the other bunny-Buzz

So the other day while I was tending the rabbits I noticed that one of them seemed to have some diarrhea. I know gross, but this story is going somewhere I promise . So I was checking the bunnies bottoms to see if I could tell which one was not feeling well.

And sooooo I pick up our Miss Amy and hmmmmm..........is that......really? I am not sure.......let's check again.........

OH MY WORD....... AMY has testicles!!!!!! 

 I am like 90 % sure. Good grief, Seriously?! How are we going to deal with this one?? Because Hayden is quite taken with the idea that he is a she and she/he is Amy, his favorite girl hedgehog. ( he totally has a animated crush) not quite sure what to think of that, but any who? What to do......I think I might just ignore this "development" for now. I told ya, really It's Complicated. Ufta!

Bleck!!!

So this little complicated , crazy,roller coaster that is my life.....bleck. Having a blah day. Last couple of days  with the boys have been  particularly difficult . Arrrggg!!! We do so well for so long and then, HEY road bump!!!!! Why? Who the heck knows.  

Hudson is still refusing to go poop in the toilet, he wet his pants twice yesterday.(which he doesn't do usually) I think in the last 5 days I have been bit 6 times. And the constant screaming and demands are about to drive me to my early grave. I hear him at night twisting and turning and grumbling so I know that he is not sleeping well .Again why? Today he cried and didn't want to go to school. Had to put him on the bus. He loves school and the bus. What gives?

Hayden on the other end of the spectrum has been a little booger also. Yesterday I took him to  pioneer park to see his friend Nicholas, that he has been bugging me to see sooo much lately, what does he do?  FREAKS on me at the park. Full fledged meltdown screaming flaying on the ground, crying like I am the worst mother in the world. Why? All for his current obsession for the little monopoly tickets at his favorite place-Mc Donalds. Good Sweet Lord!!!  What triggered this meltdown that lasted at least 30 mins in plan view in a public park. Nicholas had a Happy Meal from McD's. Oh holy Hannah the water gates were opened. Did he recover? Well as good as Hayden usually does. Whole night.....we were on edge!  Last meltdown of the day, he closed himself in the closet refusing to take his medicine. 20 mins of negotiations. Ufta! 

What bothers me the most. The unpredictability of what my day is going to contain. I'm I going to have to be in full fledge Mommy Combat today or are we going to functions fairly well? If I knew, then I could prepare my mind. The constant uncertainty from day to day or even hour to hour is exhausting.  

 But hey what are ya going to do? Bleck!!!! 

 P.S-  By the way I am just joking with the pics. ;) 

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