My Randomness

What Am I feeling?

A little overwhelmed and sad.

Why?

For some reasons known and other things unknown.

What should I do?

I am going to breathe and take a day at a time.

What is important?

All my boys in my life.

What am I enjoying now?

The quite.

What made me happy today? 

Little boy kisses, the rain and pumpkin pie blizzards. (or course w/extra stuff)

Am I okay?

Yes, and I will be.

How?

By relying on someone bigger than I for help.

Step 1: Pray

Step 2: Believe

Step 3: Work in accordance

Step 4: Be willing to see the answer, even if it is one that I don't want. 

Goal 1: Do this everyday

Goal 2: Become what I am meant to be

Goal3: Do not have shame, but confidence and self worth.

No person/people can ruin me. I will show them that I am valuable. Even though they never saw my true value. 

Am I lovable for just being me?

I hope....because that is all I can be. 

Has everyone always left?

No........but I am scared they will.

Will I make my fears my reality, if I don't 100% trust life?

No one can be sure what will happen tomorrow. 

What is the only thing that is the constant?

Uncertainty,but a promise of hope. 

Will I conquer my battles in life with dignity?

Only if I ask for help. 

So that is what I will do.

Oh My.........Miniature Squirrel !!

                                                              Felted Miniature Squirrel 

How cute is he?!! I think he should come and live with me, and some of his other little friends. Why are little miniature things sooo cute?  Love him!  Just am discovering Etsy, wow...like I need any other obsessions. Ufta!

Oh That Sweet Smell!

All I can say is Thank Goodness for Morning coffee. The whole ritual of brewing the coffee and smelling the aroma of that goodness, to picking what comfy/fun mug to use for the morning. And then comes the creamer! I have an addiction to creamers. All the flavors. Yummmmm!!! Josh always teases me " want some coffee with that cream"? Haa Haaa Funny, why yes I do. ;)   And of course I always have to have my spoon to stir. It's a must. Luv It!  Enjoy your cup today.

My Coffee Corner

It's BRITNEY!!!!!

I can't even express my true utter excitement that tonight on GLEE, Britney will be making an appearance. Life is good! You may be thinking, Glee?.....Britney? Yes ladies and gents I am in touch with my inner teenager tonight. Why not? Let's keep it interesting. That I can do. Wonder what other little quirky things I like? Well can't tell all my secrets or how dorkable I am. Stay tuned. ;)

A Concered Mother, Friend and My Cousin

Today I am thinking of my cousin, who is contemplating if her son might have Autism. The complex emotions that come with this revelation that, yes something might not be right with my child. The all to familiar feeling of panic and hopelessness. That your baby might have a different road ahead of him that you ever dreamed.

 
 

 The pain and fear of the uncertainty and unknown.  

But there is hope, and new dreams to be had. 

Sending my warmest love and prayers.

Oh my word!!! It 's me!!!!

This cracked me up, this is totally me. I edited it to fit my quirky self. Hey if you can't laugh at your self, it's going to be a long miserable life.

Apple Juice Mom!!!!!!

 Okay so as I am putting on my make up this morning this is what is being screamed from the kitchen. " Mommy ....Mommy apple juice .........Apple Juice PLEASE!!!!!!!" So because this is soooo urgent I come into the kitchen to find Hudson waiting for me.

Seriously Hudson, in the Fridge??!!! Sitting in the Fridge waiting for me to come. I don't think this is the best tactic.  Oh my Word!