Learning, Living and Loving

So we are heading into summer and I am excited, but know it always goes fast. I am doing a garden this year, first ever. I have fond memories of Grandma and Grandpa in the garden all summer and then eating yummy veggies and fruit. Hoping the boys will get into it. Here is a picture of some of grandma's produce last season, and I tried my first attempt at pickling. Loved it!

Here are the pretty jars. I just planted a bunch of green beans! Brussels sprouts,tomatoes,asparagus,walla walla onions, little yellow heirloom tomatoes and regular tomatoes also. Still want to plant a little more. So here is to hoping.

So this year has been so crazy, in all ways. So I am hoping to get back to who I am. Trying to learn how to balance everything so that I can succeed. So here I am still reeling from some of what life just hands you. But really it is all about Learning, Living and Loving.

Monday....Monday...Can't Wait!

Looking Forward to Tonight

So I am looking forward to tonight! Trying to be productive this afternoon. HaHa , on that. So I can put the kiddos in bed and enjoy Super Monday TV.

First~ The Voice~

Okay a couple of things. Love it, and love the judges. Adam and Blake are cuties....and Cee-Loo cracks me up. Look and this pic from last night what the heck??

It reminds me of lil' me slash a.k.a. Dr. Evil from the hood. LOL!!!!  I can't get over this pic. To much. Hee hee ...white cat. Really?

And Then~SMASH~

Been looking forward to this premiere for a long time. Come on baby, Let's do this! It better be good. So we will see.

It is the little things right?  

Don't know when will get to blog here again soon. Josh's Mom and sister come in on Saturday and then on the 14th  our little man Hudson is going to have some surgery on his sinuses and he gets  ear tubes again. So life is crazy as usual. But it is ours.

Until next time.

How? No Really Tell Me How?

Okay, I know that I said that I would get better at this whole blogging thing .......well as we all can see that hasn't happened. So why not start up again a couple of months since my last stupid post at a quarter to 2 in the morning. My pills are stuck in my throat/chest and I can't sleep for many other reasons. You know, I know allot of you are fairly happy and content and not bitter out there in your lives. Well my question is ...

HOW?????   

No really, I want to know the secret of how you remain all great in this world that is over populated with Idiots. Because there are allot of them. And I am about to go postal on a few who just seem to get bolder and slimier as time goes by. No really,they really get my goat .(well if I had one) Here are  just two of my numerous reasons why.  #1- They have children and are supposed to be protecting and teaching them how to be good in their lives as they grow up. Granted I know that I am not a perfect parent , but these people. Ufta! I wouldn't let them dog sit my dogs. And #2- They can get pretty much anyone to do anything for them and believe their crap. I swear that they are the most manipulative,selfish people I have ever know. Unbelievable! Especially since I am pretty sure they have no heart or soul to them. 

Maybe it is like crazy believe crazy and they never turn on their own kind. Ha ha ,that is it.

But really all I want is some peace. A calm,warm heart,that feels secure. How do I not let these "idiots", take anymore of my time and energy? I know that they are not worth it, but  I really feel they really need to have consequences for being such awful people. I want to go back to grade school and if someone picked on you or was a jerkface you could tattle and they got in trouble. Would that be nice. But we are all grown up and you get away with it now. Ugg!

I need to learn how not to give them my power anymore . They don't deserve it and I sure don't have any to spare. It is just that they have hurt so many people and have or I should say "seems"  or "feels" to have gotten away with it all. Or with only a little slap on the wrist. Ultimately though the big guy upstairs knows all. It is just hard to watch and wait. Dirtballs!!!

I hurt for me and my family, but even more for those who have been even more affected. I want to make it better for them,but I know that I can't. I guess we will have to learn together.

As someone once told me the best revenge is to have a happy life. Now just how to do that is the trick.

They are like cancer and we just need to just cut them and anything remotely tied to them out of our lives. Oh and of course good meds,counseling and hard liquor .

 Not all at once,I should clarify. Haa Haa

So this Debbie Downer is trying to figure this all out. We'll see......Mending broken hearts is never easy or fast. And understanding those who do it to you is even harder. Or impossible.

Bleck........

So What's Your Fancy?

Okay so I have a totally have a new obsession ! 

 

    FANCY    

It is an awsome web sight that people post pics of their favorite anything from this great big cyber world. Art, fashion , food, animals,quotes....you name it people post they "fancy" this or that . It really is like a pictures blog spot. Love Love Love it. Slightly addicted.  Check it out. If you want to check out my pics. Look up Flutterbees. That is my fancy name.  hee hee sounds funny, Love It!! 

So wanna know another new founded love. I really am enjoying the new show on NBC. 

Yes....... ready......... for this one.... 

It is so good. Love the 1960's feel and story lines. All in all I am impressed. Go figure. Just love new tv in the fall.  Which by the way we are full blown in. Trees are changing and leaves are starting to fall. So pretty. Love the fall season. Just nervous that we are going to have a winter like we did last year. Early to come and late to leave. But we will see. 


So I just thought I would drop a little something here again and try not to get overwhelmed by blogging again. So short and sweet !

Long Time No See

Why Yes ........It's true......I am trying to start blogging again

Why? .....    Why not?  

    

Life has been crazy and I need to do more of the things that I enjoy and make me , well me. 

So much has happened that it will take time to get caught up. But we will I assure you!!  ;) 

I just need to say that life has gotten better in ways and simpler in learning some vital life lessons. Some friends are still gone and some are newly back. 

 The boys are still my boys. And I am still that crazy lil' mama trying to figure out how to do it all. 

My first blog back will be short but sweet.

I have kiddos to get in bed so I can get to my show parenthood. Yes ladies and gents. I am soooo excited for new tv. 

It is the simple things, like my dear friend Taylor would always say. ;)  

Miss you lady!!!!  So here is my debut... will add some more before you even know it.

Wynter

It's gonna be a crazy one........

So Hudson I and have been up since 2 am. Tried at 1am, but he just wasn't having it. So we are fudged as much as we could. He has his 5th EEG today at 10am. And then a MRI tomorrow at 8am. Here is some pictures of Hudson over a year ago for his 24hr. EEG.He did so well, hopefully today won't be too rough. Fingers crossed.

We meet the new pediatric neurologist last week, hence all the appointments. I really liked him and he was very informative. He his pretty confident that Hudson is having seizures again. We are bummed, but glad that he is working with us and wants to get this figured out. I have a feeling we are going to be plum tuckered out this week. 

Especially after our crazy and wonderful weekend. 

 Our Family Night skit went great. Am trying to track some pictures down of everything. Hard to take pictures when up on stage. Will post some pictures of the other acts on a different post. We all had fun. I will try to post more on that later.

So am going to sign out to head off to my morning. We will keep you posted on what we find out. Is it bad when you want your child to have a seizure so they can see what we have seen? just going off  our stories. Any that is our story. Talk at ya later. Seems odd to hope for something like that. Just would like some hard evidence for them to figure things out, instead of nothing.

It's a Production Baby!!!!!

 

It's been a crazy couple of weeks. So what have I been doing? Along my many title/job descriptions. Hey lets add actress and producer to my list. That's right people. My current role.......Ms. Hannigan!  Heee Heeee Love It!!!

Carol Burrnett was awesome in this role. Cracks me up!  

So our congregation is having a little talent show. They do it yearly. We call it Family Night. It is so fun and nice to see everyone get goofy and see what they love to do. Well this year I wasn't hearing anything going on with the kids. So I wanted them to feel a part of things and get in on the fun. So I volunteered myself to get something together. (Just more evidence to prove that I AM crazy) So we are going to do 'It's a hard knock life',for our skit. 

So I have rounded up about 20 little ones and props for our "Production". Heee Heeee It is going to be cute. 

I'm a little stressed and worried that all my kidlets will get stage fright and freeze up there. But hey that is what happens when your working with children. Nothing is guaranteed. That is also what makes it cute. So Saturday is the BIG night. We are excited and practicing and looking forward to dressing up. 

I hopefully will have some video so I can post it to show all of you.  Our attempt to Bring it Like Broadway!! 

So cross your finger people, here we go. 

Action!!